BS: Genesis 42:1b

Genesis 42:1b "Why do you stand looking at one another?"

Last Tuesday was our Thesis orientation. My group and I meets every once in a while but I don't think that everyone is doing their tasks. This affects me because it makes me want to slack off. I feel sad because I'm beginning to work only when we are together unlike before, even though I know that they are doing nothing when we're not together, I still do what I think I can do and just show them everything I've done on our next meeting.

This is not good because I think that I am adapting to the negative manner that some of us have. I got to change this, knowing that we only have like less than two weeks to decide whether to drop thesis this term or not.

I am really nervous. For my application, I will do again everything I can do at home. I will study hard on the things that I am not really familiar and give my groupmates output whenever we meet (which is like almost everyday except weekends), even though some of them might not present anything. I'll also make sure to make agendas whenever we meet AND that I'll try not to feel that its unfair for me doing more and getting stressed than they are, rather I'll just be thankful to what I can do, that I can do it and that I am able to show them what I got. :)